doing a little experiment right now with myself....and i can feel the heat in my head and my thoughts straying and almost taking a grip over my mind and turning the sails inadvertently in the direction i don't want it to go. this is one tough call and i can feel it. i am not able to function in ways i want to and its making me do things against what i might think of doing otherwise. well isnt that what is said about controlling ones nature....the man who can control one's nature is the biggest conquerer.

but may be i should not try to conquer it-rather divert it...yes diversion is the tactic....the aikido way. dont waste ur opposite sides energy, rather use it for ur own purposes. before i learn how to do that i guess i wud rather let the flow be as nature wants it to be. or may be not....coz lemme see afterall if the experiment i am doing to keep the flow in control works? well thats what the experiment is all about....and there are no set rules for this. but there must be-i just dont know bout it. what the heck, lemme get my own rules. isnt that all the fun is about??